Something is really wrong with me...
In fact, everything is wrong with me
A bad day.
Kinda, worst day of my life...
Firstly...
The 176 bus...It got jammed in Bukit Timah Road, it's like sigh, So ...Tired to open your eyes, Then craned your head to the right to look for buses...
Really tiring.
Right now i have a headache, After three tests...
English
Maths
Chinese.
Maths,
I screwed it up...
I dont know why ever since the maths-mid-year, my heart raced everytime..
How can I let fear control me during examinations?
When everyone is scribbling, I am dealing with my fear ???
Its like some monster inside, eating up my concentration
And I spent more time counting my heart beats rather than doing the questions
Once i Came across to a question which I have doubts.
I am dead.Cause its totally screwed up...

I feel so malu...
LOLS
In Mrs Margaret loh's class I stood up when she said "preapare for today's maths lessons" And I am the only one who stood up because I mistook her for saying "prepare to greet me"
And in the examination hall...
Wow, firstly...
Its' really huge...Like one road that stretched so far away, its so cool.
Air-conditioned.and HUGE
Its the examination hall...CWSS examination hall that consisted of four classrooms! its so cool!
Haha,
And yah..
When its' 2/2 turn to stand up and leave the examination hall...
I stood up..
That's like...
I STOOD up THINKING ITS OUR TURN
OMG.so embarrassed...
Dont know what's wrong with me...

I have no confidence already...
It didnt' really pay off.
Rather.
It deteoriate..
I am just plain stupid...
Simple questions I cant do...
Really stupid...
Haix.
Its not too late for a miracle to happen
I really need a miracle to pull me through this streaming year..
Hopefully I get to triple science.
But its just a "Hope" or a "Wish"
Haix.Like it's gonna happen.In my dreams...